You’ve already got some good advice but in no particular order:
You are much more articulate than a lot of people. You can read and write better than a lot of people.
You’ve been at least emotionally and physically abused
You know how to work hard.
ADHD is somewhat treatable with medication, at least improvable.
What that translates to:
no it isn’t too late, especially if you keep working hard.
the things you blame yourself for likely isn’t your fault. Therapy, when you can afford it, should be a priority.
working hard is so important for employment. Most jobs don’t require high intelligence. Working hard with a good attitude and working with people is so much more important for most careers.
learning disabilities suck. ADHD is hard. You can still learn coping mechanisms and find ways or a career that fits better with it.
Life is hard. It’s harder for you than most. It can still be worth living, but it will be up to you to find a way. I think you can.
You’ve already got some good advice but in no particular order:
You are much more articulate than a lot of people. You can read and write better than a lot of people.
You’ve been at least emotionally and physically abused
You know how to work hard.
ADHD is somewhat treatable with medication, at least improvable.
What that translates to:
no it isn’t too late, especially if you keep working hard.
the things you blame yourself for likely isn’t your fault. Therapy, when you can afford it, should be a priority.
working hard is so important for employment. Most jobs don’t require high intelligence. Working hard with a good attitude and working with people is so much more important for most careers.
learning disabilities suck. ADHD is hard. You can still learn coping mechanisms and find ways or a career that fits better with it.
Life is hard. It’s harder for you than most. It can still be worth living, but it will be up to you to find a way. I think you can.