keepcarrot [she/her]

TSA sounds nightmarish to me

Also welding. Also lasgun shots

Wait? What’s the reason? Like, the tld is for Mali, but lemmy and lemmygrad use it as “marxist-leninist” as a joke. Or at least that’s what I thought the story was

For whatever reason, I’ve seen fascists try to claim they are not fascists because they haven’t done anything yet or are not close to the levers of power.

Honestly, I’d probably think I was dissociating first

Why would anyone care about what other people have as desktop wallpaper? I don’t even look at my own wallpaper that much

Always fun when you get a string of good carpentry or gardening tips

I went to some of the actions against this, though they were pretty low key, lib, or naive. I did run some back of the envelope numbers and the gas emitted is more than if every Australian bought two cars and drove them until they weren’t worth repairing. Idk if that figure got used, eviction kinda drop kicked me into not having the time to participate in much

I found I couldn’t do it. I have a set of traumas that means I go into a weird fugue state where I massively undercharge by an order of magnitude and take on every liability. I think it’s some sort of rejection dissociation thingy, or like just trying to end the situation as quickly as possible. This meant I had made very little money and promised a lot, and also came to hate my hobby.

Now that I have a job, the stakes are much lower, I get regular pay, and I also pretty much never have to negotiate directly with clients.

It took a really long time to get that job though, given that job searching also requires skills I do not have

I miss doing this. I pretty much stopped inviting people over once some housemates reacted really badly to it

I remember for quite a while, the only thing keeping me going was spite. The worst people in the country wanted me dead (or at least starving in the street), so I had to keep hanging on or they’d win

There is mushroom for research