Extremely bad. Confronted my friend for always being a jerk to me, and he told me we were through. Changed his mind 24 hours later. I know he’s going through a lot but so am I and I feel so goddamn disposable. The stress is really getting to me.

I know there are actual problems in the world right now but I’m having trouble focusing on anything.

So far it’s going ok. I am going to try snowboarding this weekend which has been on my bucket list for 20 years now. (I’m 50) I’ve been reading up on it and getting nervous… toned body, I have not. I’m not looking forward to the aftermath on Sunday now, LOL

I snapped a joint in my hand yesterday. I need to work on my anger. Idk when it will get set back in place, hopefully today or tomorrow. In the meantime I am trying to figure out how to do things one-handed, like typing this out or tying my hair back.